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Onwards, upwards, downwards, backwards. All just words.

Tuesday, July 01, 2008  

Two weeks


Yeah, it's been longer. I think? BUT...the "Two weeks" title refers to the two weeks I recently spent sunning, sleeping, reading, writing, drinking, dunking, eating and existing in Mallorca.

A private rented villa was my home, a small English owned, Spanish-run bar my nightlife, a Spanish local bar my sport.

A sense of perspective my reward. I returned happier, more relaxed and less stressed. No matter how laid back you think you are, stress builds up, unseen and unfelt maybe...until it's gone.

I can only hope I remember that, and remember how I feel right now. Light, free.

And, of course, my desire to move to Spain/Balearic's/Canaries has been rekindled. It's up to me to make it happen.

I came back feeling healthy and...attractive. I'm hoping I can maintain that too.

Adios, mi amigos y amigas.

Thursday, June 05, 2008  

The wheels on the bus go round and round...


Sorry, it's my niece's birthday next week and I am kinda "kiddied up".

But isn't it funny how life just seems to repeat itself.

The same people show up in the same situations and you, who doesn't necessarily want that, are powerless to do anything about it.

Of course, in some cases it can mean a second chance, the power to right a wrong, erase a regret...you take my meaning.

All you have to do is reach out and do it...

At the same time, it does seem that on the things you most want a second crack at, well, they just seem further away with every passing day, week, month...email. And you let them go for no other reason than you are utterly incapable of doing anything else. It's the same thing - it's out of your hands and you cannot reverse it.

So why concern yourself with things you cannot change? That is rapidly becoming my life's motto.

Friday, May 23, 2008  

Cos Kaz is a cow...


5 things in my BAG:

1. Laptop
2. iPod
3. Contact list
4. Phone charger
5. Bank sign in thingy

5 favourite things in my ROOM:

1. TV!
2. Canadian moose &....thing
3. iPod Speaker Hub
4. Book shelf
5. Alarm clock

5 things I've always wanted to DO:

1. Learn Spanish
2. Move to Spain
3. Have a child
4. A Euro away
5. Love someone as much as they loved me.

5 things I'm currently into:

1. WoW
2. Work
3. WWE
4. MUFC
5. ME!!!

PLEASE NOTE:
Kaz is not a cow. She's lovely.
I don't tag others.
I love you.

 

...ending in this!





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Wednesday, May 21, 2008  

And so it comes down to this...


Nervous? Me? Yes...

When You're Gone - Avril Lavigne

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
they lie on my floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And when you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah Yeah

All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe, I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you


Your Sweet Voice ~ Reindeer Section

Your sweet voice
Lets me know there is a choice
Please me slow
Oh, Much more slowly than that

And when we danced
We danced warm cheek to cold cheek
A sideways glance
I knew you were looking at him

I can't call you a friend
Cause when you left me here
You left me here to die
Don't worry I wont call you again
Cause when I take a hint
I take it pretty hard
And when you broke my heart
you broke it into shards of glass

The telephone yells out
At me to wake
I won't be blamed
For someone else's mistakes
It's your sweet voice
Sounding cheery and warm
It breaks my heart
But I summon up all my charm

Can I call you my friend?
It's been so
Since we've talked
and I miss you
Don't worry I'm over you right now
So my feelings wont get in the way of it
Oh, I miss the way we talked
about the little things


In The End ~ Linkin Park

It starts with
One thing, I dont know why
It doesnt even mather how hard you try
Keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme
To explain due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down till the end of the day
Clock ticks life away
Its so unreal
You didnt look out below,
Watch the time go right out the window
Tryn to hold on
Didnt even know, I wasted it all
Just to watch you go
I kept everything inside
And even though I tried
It all fell apart
What its meant to be
Will, eventually be,
A memory of a time,
When I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end, it doesnt even matter...
I had to fall, to loose it all...
But in the end, it doesnt even matter...

One thing, I dont know why
It doesnt even mather how hard you try
Keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme
To remind myself
How I tried so hard...
Dispite the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
Im surprised it got so far
Things arent the way they were before
You wouldnt even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end...

You kept everything inside
And even though I tried it all fell apart
What it meant to be, will
Eventually, be a memory of a time
When I tried so hard,
And got so far,
But in the end, it doesnt even matter
I had to fall, to loose it all
But in the end, it doesnt even matter

Ive put my trust in you
Pushed as far, as I can go
For all this
Theres only one thing you should know

Ive put my trust, in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
Theres only one thing you should know...
I tried so hard,
And got so far,
But in the end, it doesnt even matter
I had to fall, to loose it all,
But in the end, it doesnt even matter

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